...so i was gonna talk about my track meet & APEH, but...
i just HAD to mention just HOW MUCH i hate my father.
he just always has to criticize me, doesn't he?
fccn impossible for him to even understand SOMEWHAT
how i feel sometimes; how much i want to murder him sometimes.



today was a bad day.
1] dad's being a btch, like every other day.
2] found out my two best friends wont be there for me next year.
3] sucked sht at track today
so...jenay & andrew got accepted into their private schools; jenay's gonna be going to punahou next year & andrew (tried out for punahou but didnt make it) is gonna be going to St. Louis next year; they're my best friends...i turn to them for EVERYTHING. what am i going to do next year? its junior & senior year without my best friends...other than them; i dont even hang out with many other people.
track; idk i did an 800 & then a 4x400; my 800 was...okay i guess; my 400 sucked; i was the last leg; i REALLY sucked...like, superbad. that was the first time i had to do an 800 before...i think i COULDVE done better on my 400; but i was so...idk mentally unprepared (my dad was yelling at me right before it, giving me sht about how he's gonna embarrass me in front of my friends, because of some sht or other).

i think the only thing i really liked today was hanging out with shane :) ...wasn't for long, though. sucks =[ i guess maybe later? :) we got our sophomore banquet pictures the other day :)

keith's on a trip, so jo's super depressed and sad right now; he tells her the cutest things(: they're so adorable xD

k now that i'm done talking about random crap, i guess i should go do some more productive stuff...like homework...ROFL WHO AM I JOKING?! lmfao XD not happening :P lols XD

nahh; shooties